HE FILLS MY LIFE WITH MORE VIBRANT COLOURS

finally....i post something!

2011-01-22T13:48:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!

ive missed out so much....

but, lemme cut it short alright??

had my attachments during the raya period............

then, back to school for PROJECT P for 2 weeks only...... which means.... PRCP is just around the corner......

then on d 22/11/10 onwards....... PRCP begins...... so far so good.... getting along well with the staffs and everything just seems well.... even if i m having a hard time coping after taking in charge of 6 cases, I STILL SURVIVE ok???

so....been in the ward for 8 weeks,

ONLY NOW IM IN OT!!! BUT FIRST WEEK OF OT POSTING IS GONE!!! ANOTHER WEEK TO GO!

then, im off to ED.....for 2 weeks too...

after that, i will move on to the ward im posted in for PRCP n stay there 4 a month before GRADUATION DAY.... oh my....... OT WAS AWESOMEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe i shud consider working in OT since mum DISALLOW me to work in IMH...haizzzzzzz..

i just love it when had d chance to learnt the different instrument sets... haha when i got a case to scrub, my CI testing my instrument knowledge... haha.... go ahead n test me k... i can still remember...lolx!!!!!

i just love the posting n hope my ED posting will b great too.... n hope that PRCP will end faster than i thot..haizz.....i just want to get it done and over with....

2010-11-01T13:45:00.002+08:00

just wanna pray for my cuzzies' grandpapa.........n to all my beloved cuzzies, be strong ok??? i love all of u......

anw, went beach road with my uncle, aunty n 2 cuzzies....together w my parents...ate SUP TULANG!!!!!! n for d 1st time in my life...i ate 5 of em...(no, no im not greedy!!) den, d plan after that is to find cheap kite for my cuzzies..but cant find any cos d shop is close...told my aunt to buy at those shop dat sells cheap items...but she said, "bought it!! but all broken......." lol!!!!!

i told her....goodness!! how d tut did all of u play?? cos mine still in a good condition...hahahahha....

n later that night, argued w my mum n sis just for a minor thing....d weird thing is, she(sis) cleaned up my room and complain.........in the beginning, I DIDNT EVEN ASK HER TO HELP N CLEAN UP!!! so why d hell she bothers to do so when all she gonna do is clean n complain???

n so....dis how d thing started ok...

she pulled 1 of d cupboard and it came off... and firstly, dt particular cupboard is NOT fixed properly.....hence, it is not my fault... n she COMPLAIN!!!! saying this to me....

"camne boleh mcm ni?? org beli barang kau tk tau nk jage!"

"hello, benda tu mmg tk fixed btl2 k?"

"ade je ah kau tu!"

"ah..papelah k....."

"eh kau dah hbs sekolah blm? buku2 ni smue buang ah!"

"kau nnt aku buang luar tingkap!"

mum sat dere n looked at me n told me to shut up....anyway, who cares??den, sis still whine about d cupboard n told me that my mouth is full of shit n i told her.........

"yeah...just like urs!!! ur face like piece of shit too.....everytihng about u is like shit!!!"

sis screamed back.." watever! kau tu mmg tk berterima kasih! kau fkr aku beli ni smue pakai taik kau?!?!"

"aku pun tk mintak lah sia!!!"

mum shouted at me " kau nak kna sepak?? kurang ajar!! makin besar makin biadap!"

i told her," ouh...beh die tu pekik2 sopan sgt ah?"

my sis still not happy n said, " kau fkr aku adik2 kau nk bbl mcm tu dgn aku?"

n i said"yeah...dun think im ur lil sister u cn treat me dat way!"

n finally......dad interferes.... "keluar!!keluar!!!"

and those bitches finally out from my room!!! hmph!!!

all this while, ive been keeping quiet n only this once i talked back n mum told me dat im rude....even ydae when we went to wedding at bedok reservoir, she ignored me like im a piece of junk.....i stick to my dad all d tym.....

dats when i told my baby boy....in the future, im gonna take care of my dad only...cos my mum is a hypocrite...she talked bad about my is behind her ass... but when it comes to this, she always backing my sis.....

like once she told me before, she obnly planned to have 1 child n dat is my sis....but since my sis grew up n seems lonely, here i am breathing n living like a piece of shit.... but all i have is...my dad....i love my dad more....i may not be close to him ....but i thanked him cos he is d 1 hu bring me to life.....if not bcos of him, i wont be here at all...

if not bcos of his hardwork n responsibilities to all of us....i wont b able to make him proud n be in a good stream of education....dad is everything to me...he may whine n complain but he dont scream n shout at me unnecessarily....he talks nicely and will try to protect me....his a man with loads of patience...but all people do is.....to take advantage of dat strengths he has......

i am going to be responsible for watever my dad did for me..not for others....n even if he pass on, i will still remember all his deeds.....

perjumpaan raya 2010

2010-10-25T14:37:00.007+08:00

perjumpaan raya was great when it comes to the ending...cos my family got TV N DVD PLAYER!!!!!!!yahoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahaha......our rezeki.....thanks so much....sis n bro won hamper for the best dress couple....so happy k!!!!wee!!!!!!!!! cos finally we won something for d lucky draw too.......hendra had fun too playing on the stage w the confetti......w dont know whose kids....watever it is.....dats how my raya ends....

my raya time....

2010-10-25T14:17:00.005+08:00

raya 2010 is actually, boring....lol.......seriously bored...no fun...but watever it is.....i got to c my grandnanny for d last time before she passed on......may she finds awesomest happiness dere among the angels.....i love u nenek gimah!!!

wedding at sengkang

2010-10-25T14:08:00.005+08:00

wedding at sengkang...amdan's friend hu got married...congrats to them!!! n congrats to me n amdan too for being together for 2yrs 5mths...right?? hahah...lost count..anyway....im happy when seeing people getting married but me, myself dont feel like having one.......though i do wanna settle down 1 day w him....but at a 2nd thot.....hmm......maybe.....i will find the answer to it.....whether i really want to settle down or not.... =)

during fasting....

2010-10-25T13:58:00.006+08:00

my beach bronze coloured lens...mum bought it....thanks mom!!

yeah....dats d rubbish man.....

ok so here are the little details k....

i noe ive missed out so much.....anyway...during fasting..nothing much....at times i went geylang bazaar w amdan......den break fast at buddies place...or somewhere........went out.....home....sleep...blah3......on d last day.....went out too...but get home early cos...raya the next day.....duh!

walaowei........................been a long time.......

2010-10-25T13:26:00.008+08:00

bought a new spec!!!

i lurve..................it...told nabee about it..n she said

"u n ur specs!!"

hehehehehe....wattado nabee???i just love them all....

went far east plaza twice.........during the attachment.....had not so fun time tho but at least time still flies fast..haiz.......wattado??? always like dat huh??? irritating...hmm.......

happy weeks

2010-08-29T17:15:00.003+08:00

so how was my week...been great actually....break fast at lina's plc on monday....den. mine on wednesday...while nabee's was on thursday...however, i didnt turn up cos my ezlink card has no value...sorry nabee.....but d whole of last week....met amdan almost each day just to feed his tummy...pity him huh??? lolx.....

and also...last week....celebrated hendra's bdae at lau pa sat...i swear my tummy smiling happily cos it is damn full...... den on sunday...went out with my beloveds cuzzies.....(all piqs of my activities is in fb)dine at fish n co.....den off to Nabins to shisha....hmm..yum yum...hahahahah......

now, im happily studying for my final year exam......stay at home and do some cooking when ever i want to....n uploading piqs in fb.....updating u, bloggie....n fasting...lolx......orito...i guess dts all ive to say....i miss all of u...muaxie muax muax....

2010-08-21T10:33:00.002+08:00

Hey it's 20th Aug 2010...

1stly, I wanna wish Aziah a wonderful 19th burfdae. I dunno whether she will come

across this post or not... whatever it is, I still wanna wish her although

we're in a complicated situation... have a good bdae, dearie...

Next, is for Parames... happy 22nd mths anni to you, beloveds(you n sara)...

no matter how many hardships you 2 went thru... i salute ur strengths!!

hahahahhahahaha...

Lastly, tomorrow is my nephew's bdae!! Happy, happy Bdae!! Will get ur Ben 10

products if i found it, baby... lots of love from ur aunty farah...

P.S. I'm waiting for d day he'll tell me his love is false too.. if he can lie for little things, I bet he can do it bigger...

2010-08-19T16:41:00.001+08:00

i swear..im damn bored today...i wanna break fast alone somewhere...cos im very bored...will go off soon enough.....haizzzzzz.........

in school 2...

2010-08-17T17:48:00.002+08:00

having a good time in school library with amdan today....he is trying so hard to beat my high score in bejeweled blitz..while im struggling to make sure that i hit higher so he wont be able to do so....lolx.....i swear i got stressed out.....all bcos of him...n he is super duper notty..when i was playing, he is trying to distract me...so that i will lose..lolx....

den, come to his turn....where i distract him...lolx...n he is not happy with it...hahahahahhaahahhahahaha.....cute baby boy of mine...haizzzz......for hours here..playing bejeweled blitz...lolx....baby, i miss having fun with you like this....we shall have more soon..ok??? i miss u n i love u....even though ure just beside me..i still miss u like as though ure 5 miles away....

in school....

2010-08-17T14:42:00.002+08:00

with my beloved boyfie in school...out of d sudden, He LAUGHED!!! must be nuts...but, i just ignore him...anyway...feeling damn bored now...cos supposed to watch movie smwhere..but he just cant make up his mind...hence, we're in school library now...using computers...n im pissed off now cos..the computer that im using is making my life like hell by crashing on and off...haizzzzzzz....

BABY, I WANT TO BREAK FAST @ JURONG WEST CAN????? im sure there's a mini bazaar ramadan like last year.....please.....today i feel so hungry that i think i can faint at any point of time...haizzzz.....

buke at uncle's hse ydae...

2010-08-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

had fun meeting my darling families....really miss my aunties' cooking.....there's tom yum...tortilla....nasi bukhari.....yummy yumm yumm......heeheehee.....

karaoke @ bt timah shopping mall

2010-08-15T20:43:00.003+08:00

went karaoke with sharon, nabee, parames n amdan...with my aching throat..i strained my voice...haizzzz....but im so fine now....hee....had a lovely time...we shall have more of the karaoke/bowling/pool outing k???love all of u!!! i owe sam of u a lot!!!

2nd aug 2010

2010-08-15T20:33:00.003+08:00

after i ate this banana...reached home....butt says "lemme vomit...please!!!!!"

dine @ MegaBite w lina, parames, sharon n nabee...for the last time...if im nt wrong...i ate BANANA only...cos tummy whispers to me...."im full! im full!"..lolx....den, off we go...cos i really cant remember where we head to after that....lolx...

ndp...

2010-08-15T20:15:00.002+08:00

nope..not flowers for people who is not here anymore...but this flowers are sharon's,nabee's,parames's n mine!!!hee......thanks parames!!! my flower is still surviving up till tdae....had a blasted day on 9 aug 2010...tho im sad due to the shocking news of my ex classmate..n oso about me n amdan thingy....but yet, im still having fun time!!!

2010-08-12T14:05:00.002+08:00

2 years 3 months 2 weeks 3 days......

where are all those moments? those laughters...those joys...those jokes..those teases...i miss them all...miss them so much... no matter how happy i am now with him, it is not the same anymore...is this the kinda changes he mentioned before?? i think so... but it seems drastic that i, myself couldnt handle it...but i still have to live with it, right?

i smiled, i laughed, have so much happiness but yet, im feeling a lil bit lost...like as tho there are something missing....n i assumed that i know what is missng but, i cant trust my assumptions completely right?..

haizzz...i just dont know my true feelings now...it is very scary when u dont know what ure feeling cos...when ure uncertain, there will be many things gonna come by....tears, sadness, madness, sorrows etc etc etc....i just gotta stay strong and be hypocrite to myself...

i gotta lie to myself to stay happy, i gotta pretend, when i feel like crying, i'll laugh hard to stay cheerful..when i feel down, i'll continue to smile....but..........no....i swear i cant do it...cos thats like murdering my true self....i just wannabe me...just me...not pretending to be somebody who isnt me......

urgh!!!! im just so...................lost n cant think of something right now....someone, do help me....

miss blogging

2010-08-12T13:24:00.003+08:00

dear bloggie, im sorry for neglecting u for quite sometime.... but now, when i have my free time, i'll try my best to keep u updated with all the things ive been doing..

1) i wanna tell my beloved, who is an ex ping yian, to stay cheerful always like when she is still with us....i was shocked that she has to go but still, there is nothing much we can do..... Tan Xiu LI, we will remember u and all the good deeds uve done.... May God Be With You... We love you, sweetheart....we love you....*praying for her*

2)i wanna tell another beloved of mine and that is Amalina....stay strong...no one ask for the things that happened in your family...but what we can do is to pray hard that your brother is doing well...like i told you, it is not easy...i know it is not easy..but yet, we have to face it with no fear just to motivate us so we can continue with our lives.... dont think too much ok?? it is not your fault...and not you to be blame of....this is 1 of the obstacles given for u and your family to face....i love u...the rest love u too...

3)so finally, school ended last week....and i already starting to miss all my friends....all the nonsensical jokes...the laughters...the happiness....the tears...the things we shared....the things that made us aware of something that can be useful in part of our lives....everything...i just miss everything....even the last outing to City Hall to watch fireworks on 9th August 2010...is not enough to occupy this loneliness...and to heal the pain of missing every single one of them....

4)about amdan..n me..

p24 BBQ @ pasir ris park...

2010-08-01T16:09:00.004+08:00

had so much fun with the whole class n mr tan that saturday.....though it was a tiring day for me...but yet i have the courage to stay up till 1 noon on sunday...hahahahaha........after the fyp project meeting...reached home and slept almost the whole day....damn tired....n the tiredness drag till today....lolx...cos presentations finally over....n blah,blah, blah... tomorrow MEGACODE test...dammit man...i just thot of having sam time for myself.....lolx...but seems like i dun have the time.....haizzzzz

*more piqs in fb*

NAPFA-15jul

2010-08-01T15:57:00.002+08:00

hahaha....over too...i think..napfa in poly is much much better than in primary or secondary school days..haha..cos we, girls are only supposed to participate...hahahahahahah......but, our dear friend, lina got injured on the same day....n was brought to NUH...but now she is out....well and healthy....still have a hard time due to her back...but she is fine.....glad to see her back....

welcome back to school lina.....

2010-08-01T15:46:00.002+08:00

pity this petite lady...haha..but den, im glad she's healthy and well once more...muax..miss ur craps, lady....but damn.....after that injury...ure getting LOUDER!!!!!

did it affect your voice box or something???

FYP-finally over...wee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-18T20:04:00.007+08:00

finally, fyp is over...practical exam is over....n im so glad it is OVER!!!!!!hee........which include other presentations too....yipee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well anyway, sorry for the late post kk.....i miss blogging....lolx...muax!!!!!!
*more piqs in fb*

clueless....

2010-07-11T16:49:00.002+08:00

duno why people still unhappy with me when they already make it clear that they dont wanna get involve...my fb, my status, my problem to update what i wanna...like they used to say... ignore what people have to say but still.................?? hmm......haizzzz..... maybe what he said is true...there is no ending to it??? i dont know but i know i dont involve them n i dont drive them mad but they got irritated for nothing and who knows what they did after that.....haizzzz......well, forget it....****cheers****

recent activities

2010-07-11T16:37:00.003+08:00

that is a laryngoscope which i told nabeelah to lubricate it and shove it in my ass so i can eliminate all my faeces easily...i wish!!!!
busy blowing bubbles...just to pass time...in fact, i wanna watch baby do some stunts but he ended up sitting beside me n eat his kuaci like a bird..haizzzz.....

at jurong point...w nabee,parames n sharon n him......had 3 hours break...but no time to window shop....

in the toilet....

can name this fish for me???

ice cream time!!!!

2010-07-04T15:45:00.004+08:00

i love this piq....

cheese fries...yummy yum yum...

BDAES...BDAES.....

2010-07-04T15:28:00.006+08:00

he was excited when we celebrated his bdae but yet very UNGRATEFUL!!!!!

eclipse night.....

2010-07-04T15:12:00.007+08:00

EMBRY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WATCH GALA PREMIERE @ LIDO!!!

2010-07-01T12:20:00.002+08:00

SO went lido with my sis n her friends to watch the GALA PREMIERE of ECLIPSE LAST NYT...

it is better than new moon...but i find it slow whenEver it comes to edward's part...serious shit...

but here some bits i can remember...

edward asked bella " doesnt he has any shirts?" when he saw jacob that always shirtless n bare his pax......

jacob says "....im hotter than you!"

"im gonna fight for you until your heart stops beating"

bella says "kiss me! im asking you..to kiss me"

hahahahahahaha..............it was great...seriously....just cant wait for BREAKING DAWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mafia people, i will watch ECLIPSE with you all k? i promise u..but just give me sometime to save sam dollars ok?? i love all of u...

in school.....

2010-06-30T11:20:00.002+08:00

woke up earlier each day cos i have only 1 thing in mind....

amdan, must get well soon....though we are on the highest peak right now...but i still dont care about it cos his health is much more important right now....

i wish somebody can tell this for me

"amdan, i wish you get well soon and you're feeling better each day...i hope my deed pays off after all cos you know that i still love you deep down.....even if we pull each other into the mud, we still have to stick together and get out of the mess....take care hubby, Allah will always be with you... drink a plenty of water, eat all your medications and apply cold compress when necessary, baby....i love you..."

dewa dewi 2010 comp

2010-06-24T10:54:00.008+08:00

SOORRYYYY!!!FOR THE POOR QUALITY OF PHOTOS!!!!!

darkness???? stay away from me please....

2010-06-24T10:20:00.002+08:00

will we be leaving in the darkness again??? i hope not....i really hope that is not gonna happened...please....make that as the last thing in my list...haix.... i miss amdan so badly any way.......

16th june...out to marine parade..

2010-06-20T17:09:00.004+08:00

eat out with my family at this waroeng penyet or watever it is called...

the ayam penyet is edible though not so power...but still, i got a bloated tummy as per usual after every meal...

anyway, happy fathers' day to all fathers all around the world

kite flying!!!3rd june....

2010-06-20T16:58:00.003+08:00

more pictures to be updated for this kite flying day!!!!

amdan is seriously a poor cameraman...

i just love the sunset there...

21st may...

2010-06-20T16:52:00.004+08:00

squint ur eyes for the above picture...it is a spider...a green spider!!!

hubby got his pay...n he gave me a treat to swensen's...thanks hubby, u shouldnt have done it but im still grateful....muax...i love u...

31st may....ate nasi briyani

2010-06-20T16:39:00.003+08:00

so this is the briyani that i mentioned before...the mutton was so tough that i feel like hitting the cook's head with it....seriously shitty...

but, i still love it...

29th may....went CT square...

2010-06-20T16:25:00.002+08:00

shopping??? nah..just bought a pair of shorts at cotton on....dine in....and walk around...and home we go....with hendra, his mum n my mum.....haha....hendra really enjoyed going out cos by the time he reach home, he flat out....

love him...

25th & 27th may....

2010-06-20T16:20:00.002+08:00

27th may: i was devastated but feel slightly happy after i ate my yogurt ice cream with nata de coco...yummy2....

25th may: tease nabee...always....that is like my unpaid part time job...lolx....

24th may...happy bdae IBRAHIM!!!

2010-06-20T16:16:00.003+08:00

rashes on my finger...but its cured!!

hope he had a great surprise!!!

happy bdae to him...tho i shud have posted this up earlier...but hu cares anyway???

19th may....went bukit panjang plaza(bpp)

2010-06-20T16:08:00.004+08:00

school ended early..met amdan at bbt, den i got so bored...so we went bpp cos im curious how the place look like...
ljs-to dine

adjust your vision okok??

cos im sure u can identify the shell less snails....n tiny baby snails

20th may....@ adam road!!

2010-06-13T18:01:00.004+08:00

i just enjoy watching this two, u noe..

seeing them together always make me happy cos it remind me of amdan n me having fun together...and having fights all the time like it is one of our hobbies...but always get back together...

n im sure thru those teases, laughters, joys n happiness...they encounter downfalls like me n amdan, lina n hazril, sharon n KT... but their strengths to pull thru, make me salute them!

keep up sara n para...!!!

18th may...chendol!!!yum-yum

2010-06-13T17:53:00.005+08:00

went out to eat with the others....

haha...i told him..oh please.....dont act cute ok...

the lighthing trick people's eyes....suddenly i looked fairer than i should...lolx...i wish..but i still loved my tanned skin....

went bbt to meet amdan....hmm...i wanted to eat something cold so badly..n guess what?? i saw chendol signage somewhere..and i dragged him all the way up to the foodcourt just to share a bowl of durian chendol with him...hahahahahah....

17th may...

2010-06-13T17:44:00.003+08:00

practicing to wear the oxygen mask??

nope...just testing out to see if it fits my face...lolx...

anyway, i think im starting to miss school and mr tan for teaching NSL..not bcos of he is a MALE teacher..but the way he teach us...the patience that he has in him...make me admire him alot...hmm...

4th june...

2010-06-13T17:38:00.003+08:00

celebrated amy and cheryl's bdae... n a waste of time coming to school when lecture end early..lolx..but nvm...i ate the bdae cake...i swear i drool...lolx...

12th june!!!-dad brought home a marble cake cat...

2010-06-13T17:11:00.005+08:00

the kitty so..............loving...lolx....

13th june

2010-06-13T15:45:00.002+08:00

went to malay wedding in hougang with mum....stayed at home ydae while waiting for nabee to text me the time to go geylang poly....but, she didnt text me...n i dont know why..lolx......so now waiting for the rain to stop cos i myt be following mum to bedok interchange....damn...who wants to stay home the whole day???after im at home ydae...doing nothing....crazee......well....updates will be more soon!!!

10th june-went to watch karate kid...

2010-06-13T15:41:00.008+08:00

ate after watching movie...

dts all folks....

EXAMS OVER!!! FINALLY ITS HOLIDAYS!!!

2010-06-13T15:31:00.001+08:00

cheers!!!!

you're absolutely right!!

EXAMS FINALLY OVER....WELL..actually, i only sat for 2 papers...lolx...

but, im still glad that it is over...cos i do need the rest...and within this whole 2 weeks....wee!!!!

actually, more like only 1 week...cos i still have my data collection going on....but never mind...i still have lotsa rest time...wee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

any plans, people?????????? just get me out of my house on weekdays k....im begging all of u...thanks!!!

enjoy ur holidays, people!!!

oh crap......................

2010-06-09T15:11:00.010+08:00

how long have i stop blogging?? i must be extremely nuts to neglect mmy blog...haix...

anyway...will flood the blog with piqs from 17th May-4th June...thats alot i noe....but here sam bits & pieces of what happened during my days k...

had my resume writing including cover letter for my interview presentation on tuesday(1.6.2010)..unfortunately, my practical exam fell on the same day....n i ended school at 7 cos of a make up lesson.....i swear that day was the worse....but my interview went well...same goes to my practical exam which i get tracheostomy dressing when i thought it was suctioning!! dammit...

had kite flying and played twister on 3rd june...with the whole practical group 24...n i got baked under the scotching sun...and thanks to amdan for making my mood swing from the north to the south end...

celebrated amy and cheryl's bdae on the 4th june...met amdan...n blah3....

ate nasi briyani on the 31st may with him...n guess what? thank god i have a set of strong teeth cos the mutton is so tough that i feel like hitting the cook's head with it....

seriously, it was horrible....

on 29th may, went city square with mum, hendra n his mum....shopping...n went home after that...was tiring k..n my head oni thinking of my interview....

on 27th, well...ate yogurt ice cream with nata de coco..but i still prefer raisins..lolx....hang out with nabee and sharon...not for long cos sharon is hungry...pity her...but still, thank them for accompanying me...and i apologised for not talking to all of u that day....im really damn down with you know who.... n thank him for making me down the drain.....

on 25th, school as per normal.....tease nabee as per usual....nothing special...

on 24th may, celebrated ibrahim's belated bday......hope he had a pleasant surprise....

23rd may, went spore expo to watch dewa dewi..lina participated and won top 5 placing with talented award...congrats, honey!!!

21st may, the day nabee had her mood swing from north to south end....but i understand why.,...just cheer up ok??? pray for her....

20th may, went to adam road with parames & sara, mins & nabee n me....ate nasi briyani dere...n im surprised that im able to clean the whole plate....i must be damn hungry that day....

19th may, went bbt den play kite, den to bpp(bukit panjang plaza)...window shop...ate at LJS...n back to bbt..n home we go....

18th may.....went out to eat with my mafia people....den back to school....went bbt..ate durian chendol with amdan...den home we go...

17th may....ate at alumni...noe wat?? i just found out that they dun wanna renew the halal cert...n i imagined that im eating PORK in my soup!!! eeuw.....disgusting k...seriously....

sorry a bit jumbled up but i guess thats all about it...

if u noticed, i didnt state anything about 26th may...cos people dun ask me y.... seriously...ask amdan y instead of me....he did something, he should own up...

ok....love u loads...take care!!!

extra updates...

2010-05-16T16:15:00.003+08:00

my mothers' day cards....

welcome to my blog, honey bunny....

lets welcome this child here okok???

nabee's niece..

she is super cute...

keep smiling, honey bunny!!!

aniwae... jacob black told me this " im gonna fight for you.. till your heart stops beating."

hahahahhaha.......he is so...sweet...

anyway, im gonnabe busy now...wanna do popiah for my mafia people....take care everybody...

** you know i love you all but dat dont mean fights break us apart like you said " it makes the bond stronger"...and im counting on that...**

proper 2nd anniversary celebration for HIM

2010-05-16T15:27:00.004+08:00

so i asked him out on Friday..met at tiong bahru..and dine in at 18 chefs!!!

and he asked,"you got your pay, huh?"

i said,"no!!excuse me..i saved up ok??"

so after i paid the bill..he asked me how much..

i said i dont know and it is not beyond $25 as he assumed..

so....he asked for the receipt...n i refused to gave him..

ended up, i did cos he WAS DAMN ANNOYING!!!!!

and he said " i will pay u back when i got my pay."

i stared widely at him....n said,"dont u dare to do so cos i promised you that WE will have a PROPER 2nd ANNI CELEBRATION!!"

and he laughed at me...asshole......

he is making fun of me when im serious???

he gotta be NUTS!!!

he will always choose baked rice....and me with my pasta with cheese...

and atleast, argue over small things, we still agree on 1 thing and that is...

18 chefs is better than pastamania...

after dinner, we walked to the smoking area..to smoke for sure....and i was looking out for nabee and shar too...ended up, we saw them at VENEZIA laughing away...for i dont know....lolx..

so amdan had a taste of the yogurt ice cream there too...

haha....

n i said, " now you know why i love to come here....it is bcos of this ice cream..it is cheaper than frolick and yami yogurt shops.."

he had his with koko krunch....mine with raisins....and we ate together with sharon and nabeelah...

then, home we go.... oh ya...amdan and me the BANANA COUPLE...for wearing yellow that night...while sharon and nabee were the PINK PANTIES couple...oops..i mean PINK PANTHER!!!

hope you have a wonderful late 2nd anni celebration, amdan...

ur gifts awaits u...

anw, i just realised something...i have been eating ice cream since school starts!!!!tsk3....notty farah!!!!

and it is either SOLERO, MAGNUM or from Venezia!!!

goodness....life is full of ice creams nowadays...hee.....

14 may in lecture...when people busy studying...

2010-05-16T15:21:00.004+08:00

dont be mistaken..im taking the HANG TEN logo not the other thing...

parames's cute face...

she looked so keen to learn..but actually, she is not....i swear!! she wasnt writing down notes but her name on almost every page of her notes...

she did that not me...and parames?? want panadol??? i have mine...

14 may 2010-in OT!!!(part 3)

2010-05-16T15:13:00.004+08:00

WELL...yeah dats my BLOOD up there....O+...sure it is mine!!!

remember i donated my blood the other day??

it is for this purpose...haha...

kk...dont believe me aitex..im just kidding...

my blood looked darker than this for sure..

it is my turn to do the scrubbing and donning of OT GOWN...

haha...cute buddies...

lets learn about our veins and arteries, shall we???

no...not with me....MY AAP sux...

14 may 2010-in OT!!!(part 2)

2010-05-16T15:02:00.003+08:00

operation begins...NOW!!!!

that is the chest xray of cos...

that is called WASHING HANDS AND SCRUBBING FINGERNAILS...hahaha....

she is laying out the instruments...and we say INSTRUMENTS it is not MUSIC INSTRUMENTS but SURGICAL INSTRUMENTS.....

care to learn with me???hee...

it is not easy when you have to remember all names of the forceps, the clips, the scissors, the holders....haix......but im getting hang on it...

the one with the blue wire is called the DIATHERMY...

oh dear....wear slippers in OT??

THATS A NO-NO THING

14 may 2010-in OT!!!!

2010-05-16T14:46:00.003+08:00

i was damn shocked looking at this thing here covered like that!!!

so idiotic....

they are preparing to enter the OT....

err..i simply dont trust them doing the Operation...jkjk...lolx....

scrub room not to scrub your body for dirts but just your arms for bacteria reduction since we, humans cannot be sterile...

myat su is just simply cute....she posed each time i took photo....

yeah..so i guess the 2 humans there are the surgeon??

discussing on how to operate this fellow....lolx...

HEY YOGURT ICE CREAM!! WE'RE COMING!!!

2010-05-16T14:28:00.002+08:00

in school going tiong bahru to visit Venezia!!!!

what else if not for the yogurt ice cream there??lolx...

lina wasnt with us....i was begging her to come since there were 5 of us already..but she declined..haix...

nabeelah's

see that??sharon left us behind cos she cant wait to eat her ice cream...

parames's

sharon's

oh dear...shar, what happened to u??

all posing with their yogurt ice cream from VENEZIA!!!!!!!!

yummmmmmmmmy!!!!!!!!!!

can we go again n again n again like last 3 weeks???hee....

after icecream, went to school....after school...met amdan...
well....nothing much to say to him....but i took pictures of this SHELL LESS SNAIL...n i swear it is alive...and look BALD that i laughed at it for looking so cute....

and amdan said to me "you have nothing better to do is it??"

cos i was disturbing the snail with a piece of tissue paper...lolx.....

then, off to kfc cos my tummy cant stop growling for food...haix...

NABEELAH is super blind.....she cant see the SHELL-LESS SNAIL!!!

tsk3...just try to focus more on the pictures and i am sure will see the snail that is more like a LEECH!!!
eeuw..

school is great when it comes to the end!!!!!

2010-05-16T12:48:00.004+08:00

12 may..........

so went back home about 10 after immuno test.....and off to school again at 2....well of cos i reached school late than 3...lolx...but i swear i was damn exhausted this whole week and i just dont know why i kept on waking up in the middle of the night...hmm...may be...something is telling me to do something....but what am i supposed to do at 2, 3 in the morning??? nonsense.....

so get back to 12 may...after i reached school...for an hour lecture, off we (sharon and me) to tiong bahru plaza to wait for nabeelah and parames( who were not there after all)... so i bought durian pancake for nabeelah cos ive promised her that i will buy any durian product for her since she treated me to Venezia last week...hee.....was it last week?? i think so..haha....

so we ate at kfc...and i swear my tummy hurts after that...i cud feel my tummy stretched out like nuts....but still....i can consume my Venezia yogurt ice cream with RAISINS!!! ( real raisins not my production...hehehehehehehe)

and im really hooked to the RAISINS now....cos i find it not too sweet like other toppings...guess im gonna oways come back for more RAISINS as my toppings...hahahahaha....

annoying than an orange

2010-05-11T13:05:00.011+08:00

so people are DISCUSSING about me in their FACEBOOK?

RIDICULOUS ISNT IT?

but that is so true....

hey please be reminded ok.... i dont have a facebook account but that dont give YOU the rights to DISCUSS about me UNNECESSARILY...

I dont know that i BECAME a FAVOURITE TOPIC for the DISCUSSION...

YOU KNOW WHAT MY FELLOW RAZTIQ(or to that particular somebody)?

I CAN TAKE A GOOD CARE OF MYSELF SO WELL!!!!!!!

PLEASE TELL ALANG THAT I DONT NEED EXTRA GUARDIANS BEHIND MY FAT ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and DONT BE STUPID, ANNOYING ASSHOLES..........cos i dont need all that LOOKING-AFTER-OF-FARAH thing ok?

cos i can take good care of myself...

so why BOTHER????

"KALAU NAK BERBUAL, BERBUAL DEPAN-DEPAN.... NAK BERBUAL KAT BELAKANG AKU BUAT APE? KALAU TAK TAKUT, SMUE TURUN AH...KITE JUMPE DAN BERBUAL!!"

CELAKA KORG...FIKIR AKU APE SAK? and thanks so much lah k.... ni ah ORANG SUKE BERBUAL PASAL AKU KAT BELAKANG...

AKU TAK PEDULI AH KORG BERBUAL APE K...

COS WHATEVER THING YOU ALL DISCUSSING IS ABOUT ME!!!

AND THAT IS MY CONCERN...

BUT DO ALL OF YOU HAVE MY CONSENT TO DISCUSS ABOUT ME???

BE REMINDED THAT YOU ALL CAN JUST SPIT ALL OUT IN FRONT OF FACE INSTEAD OF TALKING BEHIND MY ASS!!!!

CAN I JUST FLOOD HIS PIQS IN MY BLOG??HEE....

2010-05-09T17:54:00.011+08:00

haha.....this what i ve been doing lately...........watching him sing....looking at his pictures....drooling at his cute face.....imagining he is smiling at me....haix...im so.....crazee.....

n amdan said.."ouh..now got a guy's picture in ur phone....i wonder who is that.."

"he is adam lambert, baby....hahaha..i told u the other day im in love with him...lolx"

and i showed him adam's picture...n he said..."he is a gay?? oh my....he is so handsome"

hahahaha...

"i told you...but nvm...i still love him..."

HEE....he is super duper cute.....

male lady gaga...lolx...

look at that adorable smile of his....haix.....

want that hairstyle???

above piq : 1 of my favourites

baby amdan, i hope u dun get jealous....hahahahaha...i know u feel slightly jealous with adam cos i flood my phone with his pictures......but cmon....it is just my fantasies to be with him....i dun think adam will even look at me with his thick, black eyeliner eyes....hahahahaha....

haix....but seriously peeps...amdan reacted like he is really jealous..but i duno if thats real or not...lolx.....

whatya want from me..my fav!!!

2010-05-09T17:35:00.003+08:00

haix.......he looks cuter with that thick, black eyeliner off his face!!

I LOVE YOU, ADAM LAMBERT!!!!

what have i been doing lately??? part 2

2010-05-09T17:29:00.002+08:00

you all gotta see this...he was shaking his ass can you believe how cute is he??? oops for those who are not aware of something that my mafia girls do....im in love with ADAM LAMBERT....say whatever u all want...but i DO ADORE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*****blushing*****

what ive been doing lately??

2010-05-09T17:15:00.001+08:00

donated blood on wednesday if im not wrong....no bruise, surprisingly....

in school going ct hall to eat at marina square with my mafia girls....

woohoo!!!!

nabee...wat a sexy ass!!!!
can i see the hole???

well....they are busy talking in lecture....while im busy taking pictures of them...hush....

they are not aware of it...

i tattooed nabee's hand...lolx...so ugly sia....

actually, thats not all...i still have something to update...lolx...stay tuned to find out hor...

2ND YEAR VIDEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-07T10:41:00.005+08:00

botanic garden (part 1)

2010-05-02T12:27:00.005+08:00

lady bird cake for mum

HAPPY BELATED BDAY MUMMY!!!!!

gold ear studs for mum...

spinning round and round

water fountain

botanic garden (part 2)

2010-05-02T12:08:00.006+08:00

nature...my dad's favourite...n so do i.....

observe the picture..

spot the tortoise's head...

mini water falls

botanic garden (part 3)

2010-05-02T11:54:00.005+08:00

mum went toilet...so we waited her here...while waiting..camwhore!!!!!!!!!!

which way to go??

mr handsome

from the back, the sculpture looked like an elephant to my mum!!

what the hell??

damn..look at my ass!!!!!

so huge!!!!!!!!!!

she said "ee....i look like mouse!!!"

n in my heart said,"ya... like the ratatouille"

botanic garden (part 4)

2010-05-02T11:38:00.005+08:00

nope...she is not modelling for me...

i just use her to test out my skills....lol...

playing soccer...

ooh...oh my...is that ash tray???

okok....lolx...

the entrance which my parents always enter during their dating time...

parents & grandson...

i hope my parents had a great time at their old dating place...

which is the botanic garden...

haha...

there must be some flashbacks in their minds..

who knows right?

cos that occur to me most of the time....

every place i went will bring me memories..

good or bad it does not matter..

cos i know i will smile when i remember what happened at that specific place and i will laughed quietly when i remember all of them...

mussels..

merri mint ice cream..

went swensen's just to eat ice creams!!!!!

hee..

nabee....dont get mad with me hor.....

i cant resist it..

i ate merri mint ice cream....the piq of my ice cream is before my sister's piq.....lolx..

yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy!!!!!!

went home after the ice cream..

atlast.......we got the cold site after walking under the hot sun at the botanic garden...

friday threesome...

2010-05-01T23:27:00.003+08:00

nabee...what happened???lolx...

haha....dun scold sharon, nabee...

just the 3 of us...parames on mc....lina went home to bake muffins for somebody...huhu...seems quiet without all of them....but nevermind....we still have fun though...

2nd anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!! wee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-01T23:03:00.007+08:00

celebrated 2nd YEAR of OURS @ KALLANG

just to EAT DURIANS!!!!!!!!!!!
yummy2.....hee....(got sorethroat the next day)

and we went to bukit batok after walking around at marina square to peninsula....

he cut his hair...and home we go after that!!!!

ON THE ACTUAL DAY ITSELF!!!!!!!!!!

(26th april 2010)

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO US!!!!!!!!!

bought fruit tarts for him...

ate at our favourite nasi ayam stall...

err....ignore my face below...

love, love u hubby....

posing with his new phone...

friday hang out...(23rd apr)

2010-05-01T22:51:00.006+08:00

our cartoon faces...lolx!!!

finally, parames treat nabee the cinnamon melts at mac...lolx...

the day was damn wet and cold....lolx..but we tolerate everything by dining in at bukit batok mac....

lina!!!! happy bdae!!!!! hee....(22 apr)

2010-05-01T20:47:00.004+08:00

so bought lina donuts instead of bdae cake....cmon....cakes,cakes,cakes...every bdae just CAKE!!!!! do change ok??? so donuts, here we go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yummy2....

after celebrating her bdae....here the unexpected thing that i mentioned earlier...amdan texted me to mit him up at bukit batok..i was..well....nervous to face him but nabee and parames said..."go girl...ure a mafia y must u be scared?? of him sammore??"..

so..i said.."haix..ok i will go so mee u girls there later!!"

and off i went to bukit batok to mit him up...well..things turned out well actually....thank god!!! he answered my prayer.....

went back to school after that!!!!

wednesday(21st apr)

2010-05-01T20:41:00.005+08:00

dine in at popeye;tampines....with the girls after a short briefing of our final year project(FYP) at pasir ris polyclinic...haha....had a short tour with me as the tour guide there...lolx.....

tho im hapi with my mafia girls...but deep down, only nabeelah knows how i felt that day...i cant help it though.....with amdan seemed to be down though he still texted me...but the best thing was....the unexpected thursday which is lina's bday.....

tuesday.......(20th apr)

2010-05-01T20:27:00.008+08:00

just stupid piqs of us....

the day that i argued with him.....damn......i was traumatized.....but i noe i hurt him even more...

but still....im glad we still together....thanks for giving me another chance to prove u that i mean what i said.....

1st day of school!!!!

2010-05-01T20:21:00.002+08:00

MY FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL...

hee....

well, well....who say im gonna stop updating???

dream on aitex.....just bcos im busy working my ass

off the couch....that dont mean i will neglect or abandon my blog...huhu....

i will ALWAYS KEEP MY READERS UPDATED OKOK???? SO ENJOY.......

return back to school!!

2010-04-18T16:26:00.001+08:00

So school will resume tomorrow!!! YIPEE!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS school OKOKOKOKoKOK???
So anyway, here the news...haha...okok farah random...so here the updates for all of u....

achik spin.....we love u!!!!(al fatihah)

2010-04-18T16:19:00.001+08:00

He is the one who has made way in to his fans’ hearts......his songs are the popular ones among us YP....his voice, his cute smiles...his friendliness that I once saw him in SPORE EXPO....the way he interacts with his audience...with his fans.....everything of him are left as momentoes for us now...cos he will no longer with us....but has gone to the other side of the world..... let us all pray for his soul to rest in peace.... AL FATIHAH.....

saturday buzz...

2010-04-18T16:01:00.006+08:00

nice sweet from aziah!!!

lina's cards!!!

And sat which is ydae!!! Hahahaha...met aziah and noe wat?? My mum said im lying her by usg my gfs’ name to go out with amdan...wth??? i told her to go and ring all my girls and ask the shit outta em cos for all i know..if im going out with amdan....I HAVE NEVER USE ANY OF MY FRIENDS’ NAME AT ALL...hmph!!!!

friday hang out...

2010-04-18T16:01:00.001+08:00

met nabeelah!!!!!!!amdan came too....and he was like a MAJOR ASSHOLE that day too...cant even accept a small joke and yet dare to tell me that i cant accept his friends’ jokes....whatever lah k.....toured nabeelah here and there....hahahaha...wonder how she think of BEDOK....so anyway, after we ate....nabeelah went back home....amdan stayed...and while we were looking at ovens at NTUC..my mum saw us...and as per usual....SHE SCREAM!!!!!!!ADIK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i just pop my head out and smile..lolx....and as per usual...nag...nag...nag...nag...nag...when im at home....haix....

thursday trip

2010-04-18T15:59:00.002+08:00

On thurs- met amdan....ntg much to say...he is a lil bit of an asshole though...lolx....but noe wat??? Argued on small matter..haix...whatever.....dun wish to talk about it now..

wednesday trip

2010-04-18T15:51:00.003+08:00

nice...yogurt bubble tea drinks!!

met aziah to give her the jeans that my sis cant fit into...then, we went to b.int to borrow books at the library...then, i told her...lets go eastpoint...hu noes that 50 cents novels still have....so off we go simei..and check out the bookstore for the novels... but we only receive disappointment upon reaching there....then, we went to this fashion...and hunt for Lina’s bdae gift....and i bought it already...and the cards are ready too!!!! Yippee!!!!!!! While shopping, met MINS with his friends too...and we hanged around outside of eastpoint 1st before going back home....

TUESDAY FUN!!

2010-04-18T15:35:00.008+08:00

met sister at her workplace at 1930hrs....she wanna go plaza sing to buy bdae gift for her hubby....so after work, we dine in at fish n co....the food is so...yummy2!!!! we laughed, talked and anyway....can u all please imagine this.. KETAWE GELEK-GELEK?!?!?! There u go...my sister was laughing away and i guess her brain must be out of the place too...cos instead of saying KETAWE KEKEK-KEKEK it became KETAWA GELEK-GELEK!!!! And she blame me for the slip of her own tongue...crazzzy!!!! so after supper more likely...we went around to hunt for the gifts...and she had shirts for her hubby...then, home we GO!!!!!!!!!!!!-her hubby fetch us of cos....heheheheh....

monday trip

2010-04-18T15:16:00.004+08:00

On Monday- i went bukit batok to meet my love of cos...hehehehe...so we bought a kite and play at west coast park...then we walked around cos i am always curious about a place that i only come once or twice...so he leads the way, i follow and explore... then, we go back to bukit batok and at around 8.30...home I GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the last day of ATTACHMENT

2010-04-11T19:48:00.013+08:00

the card for the ward..

choc fudge for miss esther

the card for miss esther...

FARAH PANG & THINN SWE

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL PEEPS OF MINE!!!!!!!!!!

pictures for all of u...cos im lazy to type so much...

2010-04-11T18:22:00.019+08:00

went bugis with mum today....

saw a bonia bag and a guess bag!!!!!

I WANT THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahha.............. after that, went to bugis street..to look for lina's present...

but nothing caught my eyes....lolx....so off we go to iluma....n walked around....then we went geylang to put some nutrients in us....yummy!!!

off we go to geylang after that....wee!!!!!!!!!!

mum bought me a dress....yeehaa!!!!

met amdan..on wednesday

2010-04-11T17:39:00.002+08:00

so...on wednesday, met amdan for awhile....slack here and there...eat....talked...laughed..just the common thing....hahaha....what else can we do right??? then, home we go cos i need to do cards for my ward and teacher....and also cos im in the morning shift the next day....

2010-04-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

I feel delighted but yet I feel down... delighted because I allow all my friends to view my page just to see the person who looked down on me... but I am sad because....i remembered what i told amdan yesterday..

“b, are you happy to hear this? I no longer miss you so much...”

“thats good, dear...because if you miss me too much, you will cry almost every day...i don’t want you to be sad and cry too much, dear”

“and do you know what? 1 day I will no longer miss you, b... and the moment that happens, it shows my love fades away too...im sorry to say such way”

Then, he feels sad because I said that way...but what can I do? I told him that....my body and mind don’t work like others and himself... my mind work differently...

“but you can see the difference now ryt, dear?"

“yes...when we seldom meet up, i miss you less....my love starts to fade off...and i will argue with you even more...thats why when you told me that im lazy to answer you, i said no....it is because...my heart is feeling empty right now....”

“why must it turn out that way? Is it that bad?”

“i don’t know...i will feel that way, amdan...it is my heart that works in such pattern...”

“then you should learn”

“why must i be the one who keep on learning? Why not you? It is your turn”

“i already know this will happen thats why i tell u that way”

Then...i texted him...

“amdan, if 1 dae...no onger my love is there for you...i hope you will find somebody better than me...somebody who can always keep you happy, keep you smiling, take a good care of you like i do....hope you will find somebody who is very understanding...”

And of cos...he is not satisfied with me...cos he knew he loves me only...but if he does...he wont say things which i dislike...

But it is fine...because i already told him...i will be hypocrite to myself...if i feel sad due to his words, due to his deeds...i will just keep it down...cos if i do tell him, we will ended up arguing....and thats my final decision...

Anyway, my dad said...he wanna downgrade the flat...my sis will have to find a new house....and he will only bring me with him...while my mum will stay with my sister and her hubby... i feel so disheartened by the words that i feel like vomiting out all the rojak that i ate...haix....what a day....

is he talking about his own girl???hahahahahahaha...watever!!

2010-04-04T18:08:00.003+08:00

hey people...u all must be wondering why i posted this piqs up in my blog when u all dont know who this fellow... but i am here to tell u that..this is CHOMBI aka SMALL BOY (which i guess his johnson and jacobs are the small one that is why they call him SMALL BOY)... he is amdan's friend unfortunately....and i pity amdan so much for having a filthy mouth friend like him... well, well... i dont care what i have to post up here bcos this fellow has look down on me by calling me MINAH for no reason...

i can barely said a word or two with him...AND I DONT EVEN OWE HIM A CENT but yet he labelled me like im a sardine in the can.... and for saying minah to me... i guess his girlfriend suits more to that label...look at her eyebrow...like anchovies...look at her face..so slutty....but yet, she wanna say that im the minah which is perfectly well for low standard people...

ahahahahahah...to chombi.. "hey fucker...i dont play match me in tagged with filthy people like u and ur girl...cos u dont stand on the same ground as me...thanks but no thanks...rude people like u who are boastful, talk so much but meaningless dont deserve to look upon to...tsk3..anyway, when you speak, think about it first bcos...u wont know that ure actually speaking about yourself and your surrounding too...hahahahhahahahahaha...."