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Sunday, March 28, 2010

i am beginning to feel empty right now..

feel so apart from him right now..

though i met him today but the feeling is so greatly painful..

he speaks so many words today

and i am so delighted that he began to talk so many things again..

but, only for the the past few days and i will no longer hear those stories again..

will never hear the sound of his voice as he speaks;

will never see him smile & laugh when he tells tales of the pasts

will never see his eyes speaks the truth...

SADLY IS....I WILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN UNTIL THE DAY THAT HE WANTS TO...

I MISS HIM DEARLY THE MOMENT I SEE HIM WALKED DOWN THE SMALL ROAD JUST NOW....

IF HE CAN HEAR ME RIGHT NOW,

IF HE CAN SEE MY FACE RIGHT NOW,

IF HE CAN SENSE THE WAY I FEEL RIGHT NOW,

IF HE CAN TASTE MY TEARS RIGHT NOW,

I WILL TELL HIM THAT I CANT SURVIVE LONG ENOUGH NOT SEEING HIM FOR A SPLIT SECOND

i love him too much and will miss him dearly all day and all night long...

**farah pang is deteriorating

6:29 PM **

Saturday, March 27, 2010

HAPPY ADVANCED BDAY

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO PARAMES!!!!!!!!!!!

HAVE A BLAST BIRTHDAY AITEX?!?!?

SORRY I CANT MAKE IT TOMORROW FOR THE CELEBRATION...BUT I HOPE YOU LIKE THE CELEBRATION THAT YOUR LOVED ONES HAD DONE FOR YOU

MU....................AX!!!!!!!!!!!!

3:46 PM **

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY TO AMALINA AND HAZRIL!!!!

HAVE A BLISSFUL "MARRIAGE" AND LOTSA OF HAPPINESS IN YEARS TO COME...

ALLAH BLESS THE 2 OF YOU....AMIN!!!

3:39 PM **

anak wayang

tix to ANAK WAYANG...yeehaa!!!!

watching SRI WANA & SRI WARISAN performance show at victoria theatre tonight with family...

gonna be a blast, i hope!!!!!

cant wait for it!!!!

3:37 PM **

im gonna miss you amdan arman

i hope ydae wont be the last time i see you...

cos u will know how i feel when i dont see you for so long...

i will miss you so much that i will start to shed my tears each and every day..

a day our eyes dont meet, my heart will start to get restless...my smile wont shine its brightness...my laughters dont sound happy either..

cos my mind wander..just towards you..looking for you...my heart seeking for you to fill up the emptiness within me too....

"TAKE A GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF, AMDAN..

COS I WILL TAKE CARE OF MYSELF TOO...

WORK HARD TO ACHIEVE WHAT YOU DESIRE...COS WHEN YOU FAIL, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE TO SUPPORT YOU FROM THE BACK, THE SIDES OR FRONT...

SMILE ALWAYS, AMDAN... IM BREATHING COS OF YOUR LOVE...."

-farah pang cries softly

2:58 PM **

23 months anniversary-26th march 2010

happy 23rd months anniversary to amdan and myself!!!

when bukit gomabk after work.....though my legs ache and all..i survived the whole journey there...haha...then, we went to the quarry there....throw stones in the water.....take pictures....

was fun.....cos it has been a while we stop doing so...

**farahsyamdan always**

see that fats!?!?!?!?

eeuw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

disgusting!!!

i like this shot!!!

well, well....see who took the piq...okok...farah, enough alright!!

PEEK-A-BOO!!!!

FUTURE SPORE'S NEXT TOP MODEL..

LOLX

FARAH SO........................PRESUMPTIOUS!!!

LOOK AT THAT!!

BIG BUTT!!!

DAMN........................im getting fatter....

thats all folks!!!!

2:35 PM **

25th MARCH 2010

hahaha....looked like as if he is farting to my mini cakes....hmph!!

celebrate our 23 months anniversary 1 day earlier...haix..the cakes are delicious...yummy2...

hanged out for awhile at bedok skatepark, then home we go cos im quite tired after work that day...

2:29 PM **

cat show @ ECP-21st MAR

@ bedok teh tarik with amdan..eat 1st before we go ecp to watch the cat show....wee!!!!

after amdan send his phone things...off we went to ecp...

PARAMES!!!!!! IS THAT YOU?!?!?!?!

GERMAN SHEPHERD!!!!!

LOLX.....just kidding, babe....anyway, miss you alot girl!!!

my future kitten..lolx

thats my CAT!!!!!meow.........................

i mean this will be MINE!!!!

nabee, this is MY MAINE COON BREED that i WANT!!!!!

im so.................jealous with the owner...haix......i argued with amdan..telling him..this cat can be the NORWEGIAN FOREST breed if not MAINE COON breed...and he said, "no...it is a persian cat"...

SCREW HIM!!!!! the owner said it is A MAINE COON breed....and amdan just shut his mouth up....hahahahahahahahah

the fattest cat in the show...and it hissed at me when i tried to take its picture...so notty!!!hmph!!

it looks so alike to GARFIELD!!!hahahahaha

after the whole event, we went to the toilet to relieve ourselves....then, off we went to the skatepark...where amdan rode on his friend's bmx bike...

after he had so much fun riding on his friend's bmx.....

then off we go....to bedok int...haha....

2:13 PM **