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Saturday, January 22, 2011

finally....i post something!

OH MY GOD!!!

ive missed out so much....

but, lemme cut it short alright??

had my attachments during the raya period............

then, back to school for PROJECT P for 2 weeks only...... which means.... PRCP is just around the corner......

then on d 22/11/10 onwards....... PRCP begins...... so far so good.... getting along well with the staffs and everything just seems well.... even if i m having a hard time coping after taking in charge of 6 cases, I STILL SURVIVE ok???

so....been in the ward for 8 weeks,

ONLY NOW IM IN OT!!! BUT FIRST WEEK OF OT POSTING IS GONE!!! ANOTHER WEEK TO GO!

then, im off to ED.....for 2 weeks too...

after that, i will move on to the ward im posted in for PRCP n stay there 4 a month before GRADUATION DAY.... oh my....... OT WAS AWESOMEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe i shud consider working in OT since mum DISALLOW me to work in IMH...haizzzzzzz..

i just love it when had d chance to learnt the different instrument sets... haha when i got a case to scrub, my CI testing my instrument knowledge... haha.... go ahead n test me k... i can still remember...lolx!!!!!

i just love the posting n hope my ED posting will b great too.... n hope that PRCP will end faster than i thot..haizz.....i just want to get it done and over with....

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Monday, November 1, 2010

just wanna pray for my cuzzies' grandpapa.........n to all my beloved cuzzies, be strong ok??? i love all of u......

anw, went beach road with my uncle, aunty n 2 cuzzies....together w my parents...ate SUP TULANG!!!!!! n for d 1st time in my life...i ate 5 of em...(no, no im not greedy!!) den, d plan after that is to find cheap kite for my cuzzies..but cant find any cos d shop is close...told my aunt to buy at those shop dat sells cheap items...but she said, "bought it!! but all broken......." lol!!!!!

i told her....goodness!! how d tut did all of u play?? cos mine still in a good condition...hahahahha....

n later that night, argued w my mum n sis just for a minor thing....d weird thing is, she(sis) cleaned up my room and complain.........in the beginning, I DIDNT EVEN ASK HER TO HELP N CLEAN UP!!! so why d hell she bothers to do so when all she gonna do is clean n complain???

n so....dis how d thing started ok...

she pulled 1 of d cupboard and it came off... and firstly, dt particular cupboard is NOT fixed properly.....hence, it is not my fault... n she COMPLAIN!!!! saying this to me....

"camne boleh mcm ni?? org beli barang kau tk tau nk jage!"

"hello, benda tu mmg tk fixed btl2 k?"

"ade je ah kau tu!"

"ah..papelah k....."

"eh kau dah hbs sekolah blm? buku2 ni smue buang ah!"

"kau nnt aku buang luar tingkap!"

mum sat dere n looked at me n told me to shut up....anyway, who cares??den, sis still whine about d cupboard n told me that my mouth is full of shit n i told her.........

"yeah...just like urs!!! ur face like piece of shit too.....everytihng about u is like shit!!!"

sis screamed back.." watever! kau tu mmg tk berterima kasih! kau fkr aku beli ni smue pakai taik kau?!?!"

"aku pun tk mintak lah sia!!!"

mum shouted at me " kau nak kna sepak?? kurang ajar!! makin besar makin biadap!"

i told her," ouh...beh die tu pekik2 sopan sgt ah?"

my sis still not happy n said, " kau fkr aku adik2 kau nk bbl mcm tu dgn aku?"

n i said"yeah...dun think im ur lil sister u cn treat me dat way!"

n finally......dad interferes.... "keluar!!keluar!!!"

and those bitches finally out from my room!!! hmph!!!

all this while, ive been keeping quiet n only this once i talked back n mum told me dat im rude....even ydae when we went to wedding at bedok reservoir, she ignored me like im a piece of junk.....i stick to my dad all d tym.....

dats when i told my baby boy....in the future, im gonna take care of my dad only...cos my mum is a hypocrite...she talked bad about my is behind her ass... but when it comes to this, she always backing my sis.....

like once she told me before, she obnly planned to have 1 child n dat is my sis....but since my sis grew up n seems lonely, here i am breathing n living like a piece of shit.... but all i have is...my dad....i love my dad more....i may not be close to him ....but i thanked him cos he is d 1 hu bring me to life.....if not bcos of him, i wont be here at all...

if not bcos of his hardwork n responsibilities to all of us....i wont b able to make him proud n be in a good stream of education....dad is everything to me...he may whine n complain but he dont scream n shout at me unnecessarily....he talks nicely and will try to protect me....his a man with loads of patience...but all people do is.....to take advantage of dat strengths he has......

i am going to be responsible for watever my dad did for me..not for others....n even if he pass on, i will still remember all his deeds.....

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Monday, October 25, 2010

perjumpaan raya 2010

perjumpaan raya was great when it comes to the ending...cos my family got TV N DVD PLAYER!!!!!!!yahoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahaha......our rezeki.....thanks so much....sis n bro won hamper for the best dress couple....so happy k!!!!wee!!!!!!!!! cos finally we won something for d lucky draw too.......hendra had fun too playing on the stage w the confetti......w dont know whose kids....watever it is.....dats how my raya ends....

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my raya time....

raya 2010 is actually, boring....lol.......seriously bored...no fun...but watever it is.....i got to c my grandnanny for d last time before she passed on......may she finds awesomest happiness dere among the angels.....i love u nenek gimah!!!

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